Sunday, April 25, 2010

Strange Revelations

Strange revelations.
After an interesting conversation with a family member last night, I am left wondering if everything we see, is simply seen the way we want to see it?

I thought for the last decade that I was doing something worthwhile and rewarding.I fervently believed that the decisions I made were the right ones for me and for my family. I even thought that I had a purpose for making the decisions I made. Today i wonder if maybe I saw it wrong.

I have had 24 hours to review my revelations and I more and more convinced that you cant have regrets for the decisions you make but life always lets you know when its time to move on. Even though I feel extremely disappointed and hurt, I am going to hold on to what I believe was the right decision, but I also know this chapter is over and its time to move on.

What am I grateful for? The ability to love unconditionally and to know when that love is not enough.

Love you guys.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Battered not Beaten

I cant get over how many people today are on street corners with signs saying, "lost job can you help?

Recently I started my new $5 dollar fit club, I created it as an outlet for me to help people who have lost their jobs, feeling unmotivated or even depressed. I have met so many people who are so thankful to simply be able to get outside, get their bodies moving and communicate with others about what they are going through.

Today I am greatful for the opportunity to meet these great people and all the inspiration they give me to move on, go on and have faith.

What are you greatful for?

PS-remember, grateful was taken so I grabbed greatful.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

The Power of Love

Well I have been begging for the Power of Love today. I know it sounds corny but I have been feeling strange and low lately and today I went out looking for love.

I first went out for a run and found myself seeing and looking at things that I havent noticed before. Then I went to lunch with my family and thought of the love of my family. Even though you often cant share what you are really feeling with your friends and family so i sat at lunch thinking how grateful I am for the family I have had.

It has been a long couple of years and often I have felt eerily lonely even though there is love around me. So, this being one of those weeks, I am thankful I was able to see love today.

What are you greatful for?

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Easter Thanks

Thanks to all those who have been at my side all these months and loved me, looked in on me and cared about what has happened to me and where I landed.

Easter is a great time to remember and be thankul for what we have. You dont have to be religious to be thankful. You can just find something in your life or someone that is awesome, loves you and cares, and be thankful. This Easter, I am thankful that I still have hope, have friends and my health. Thank you.

Take care.